This girl misses you quite terribly.
i miss her badly. :C
she stared at me and i pretended not to know. she asked me questions even when she already knew my answers. she laughed at my un-funny jokes. she held me in my sleep even if it became uncomfortable for her. she holds my hand even when everyone might see. she plants kisses on my shoulder. she plants kisses on my forehead. she buries her head in my hair when i lean on her. she hugs me tighter than tight. she let me stay for two straight nights.
and she told me she loves me. and i told her i love her back.
we’re together now. and i don’t know when the scared feeling will go away. but i love her, maybe even more than she loves me. and we’re not making promises. but we love each other. and that’s more than enough.
A List of Beautiful Moments Numbers 1 to 100
1- Sometimes people surprise you.
2- Sometimes the sun shines with a glow that feels
strangely like love.
3- Sometimes people paint and draw with so much passion
that you have to close your eyes and take a deep breath
just to draw it all in.
4- Sometimes people sing.
5- Sometimes the trees blow just right in the wind, and
you can hear them singing.
6- Sometimes the air smells like bonfires and apples and
7- Sometimes the smell of flowers is all around you, but you
can’t figure out where it’s coming from.
8- Sometimes people care.
9- Sometimes a new day is an adventure that fills you with
10- Sometimes waking up is like being born again.
11- Sometimes music or words are so beautiful they give you
tingles all over your body, and you sparkle.
12- Sometimes strangers smile at you as you walk by, and it
makes you feel warm inside, so you pass the smile on.
13- Sometimes in autumn when the air is just cold enough so
you can see your breath, you can take a walk outside and
everything is alive with sparks.
14- Sometimes there are fireworks.
15- Sometimes there’s fudge.
16- Sometimes the clouds move so slowly that you think time
is standing still.
17- Sometimes you have this moment where your house becomes
18- Sometimes your bed is the nicest place in the world.
19- Sometimes love is all around.
20- Sometimes your friends call you out of the blue to go for
coffee, and you have the best talk you’ve ever had.
21- Sometimes you talk on the phone all night, ‘cause you just
don’t want to stop.
22- Sometimes new people make you feel good about you.
23- Sometimes there are comics and hot chocolate.
24- Sometimes a movie makes you cry.
25- Sometimes pain is absolutely beautiful.
26- Sometimes the experience of being human is more than you can
take, and you feel like you’re going to burst with joy.
27- Sometimes people love each other so much that they can’t breathe,
and they can’t see.
28- Sometimes swimming feels like flying.
29- Sometimes the band is performing just for you.
30- Sometimes the sea smells like heaven.
31- Sometimes you close your eyes, and you realise something about
yourself that you never thought of before.
32- Sometimes things change.
33- Sometimes things stay the same.
34- Sometimes life is so big that you don’t think you can ever see
everything you want to.
35- Sometimes you love something you never thought you’d like.
36- Sometimes people show you something they love.
37- Sometimes magic is all around you, and you can feel it.
38- Sometimes winter is the most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen.
39- Sometimes someone walks into the room, and you just can’t take
your eyes off them.
40- Sometimes people are magic.
41- Sometimes there’s candy.
42- Sometimes you achieve things you never thought possible.
43- Sometimes something someone says is exactly what you need to
44- Sometimes someone writes something that seems to be about you.
45- Sometimes colours look brighter and more beautiful than they
ever have before.
46- Sometimes the world is new.
47- Sometimes you have to stop for a moment because everything
around you is just so overwhelming you can’t take it all in.
48- Sometimes things are hard, but everything’s going to be ok.
49- Sometimes you just need to go out and be crazy.
50- Sometimes you’re with someone, and you just can’t help but
touch each other.
51- Sometimes hugs can heal anything.
52- Sometimes a kiss is like a raging river.
53- Sometimes it’s like a soft tide.
54- Sometimes you see the stars.
55- Sometimes you learn a new word.
56- Sometimes the way someone talks is enough to win you over.
57- Sometimes another language can be like the most beautiful
58- Sometimes there’s passion.
59- Sometimes you wake up at midnight with a million ideas buzzing
around your head.
60- Sometimes life is worth living.
61- Sometimes people hold the door for you.
62- Sometimes you hold the door for them.
63- Sometimes there’s chocolate.
64- Sometimes people love you so much that you can feel it, even if
they don’t say a word.
65- Sometimes rain is energizing.
66- Sometimes a movie is so good you can watch it over and over and
over and over…
67- Sometimes loneliness is sweet.
68- Sometimes you open your email and you have 10 new messages,
all from your old friends, who miss you.
69- Sometimes you miss someone, and they miss you too.
70- Sometimes you meet up with someone by chance who you haven’t
seen in years.
71- Sometimes you have to lose yourself completely to find what
you’re looking for.
72- Sometimes freedom is all you need.
73- Sometimes you win.
74- Sometimes the waitress/waiter is amazing.
75- Sometimes people are sweet.
76- Sometimes you get an unexpected compliment that leaves you
beaming all day.
77- Sometimes you’re on holiday.
78- Sometimes the restaurant is playing your favourite song.
79- Sometimes your stuffed animal is your best friend.
80- Sometimes you look over at someone, and you know you’re
both thinking the same thing.
81- Sometimes people are willing to share.
82- Sometimes there’s ice cream.
83- Sometimes people fly across the world to see you.
84- Sometimes there’s magic in the air.
85- Sometimes you have way more money than you thought.
86- Sometimes you look awesome.
87- Sometimes love is all you need. well….always.
88- Sometimes a thunderstorm is captivating.
89- Sometimes you know the right answer.
90- Sometimes people smile through their tears.
91- Sometimes people thank you, and you don’t even know why.
92- Sometimes everything goes your way.
93- Sometimes people are willing to compromise.
94- Sometimes it’s time to party! :’)
95- Sometimes you’re in love.
96- Sometimes reading the last line of a book is like saying goodbye.
97- Sometimes you can be romantic.
98- Sometimes you have wonderful dreams.
99- Sometimes it’s your birthday.
100- Sometimes you’re not scared anymore.
Tight hugs: The ones where they just hug you super tight for a long time with no words.
Unexpected hugs: The ones where you’re just doing your own thing and they come from behind and hug you unexpectedly.
Lift up hugs: The ones where you run up to them, and they have their arms all wide, and you just run up and you lift up your legs and they carry you. [:
& Spinney hugs: The ones where they hug you & spin you around in circles.
But, you are also falling in love with the way my eyes will smile when I’m with you, the way I’ll text you in the mornings just telling you I hope you have a great day. You’re falling in love with the occasionally humorous and/or thought-provoking things I say, and the way I blush when people ask me about you. But to me, the most important thing will be that you are falling in love with me, despite me thinking that it is impossible.” —Unkown (via fuckyeahhlove)
there are just so many things i want to say to you. right now. but i can’t. because you have made up your mind about moving away. and i want to tell you that no matter how far you go, or if you don’t ever come back, i’ll still be here waiting for you. but i also want to tell you how much i hate you for doing this. i hate you for not letting me leave instead. i stayed when you wanted me to, but i can’t make you stay. i love you so much it hurts like hell. it’s been too long since i felt this. and you know what’s funny? it feels exactly the same as when i got my heart broken by you almost 7 years ago. i want to say i wish you never told me how you felt. but i can’t because i wanted it too. i wanted you, too. it just turns out, we never really have the time.
they say that when someone is pushing you away, that’s the time they need you the most. i’d like to believe that this is true, that you do need me now somehow. but i can’t let myself get all delusional with these hopes and wishes and dreams of us. i have to get myself get used to you not being around. maybe in another couple of years, who knows?
i loved you before and i love you now. don’t say i never let you knew.
i want to ride with you anywhere you want to go to.
i want to take pictures of us kissing in every place we go to.
i want to look at you sleeping in my arms.
i want to smell your hair and kiss you every time i can.
i want to hear your voice.
i want to bathe in the sound of your laugh.
i want to hold your hand even when you’re changing gears.
i want to snuggle close even when we’re going in for tears.
i want to give you letters, poetry, words.
i want to open my heart to you. only to you.
i want you. thisbad.
but i know i can’t. not now, not ever.
so instead of saying i want you and i miss you and i’m in love with you,
i say goodbye.