you’re here!! *hugs* haha :)
i don’t want to believe anymore. and i know one of these days i won’t be there for you.
and i don’t want to try to understand how even just the littlest thing affects me. every effing thing reminds me of you. i know almost 5 (give or take 13) years is a long time but come on! i want to move on now.
and i could, and i would. except that, i don’t think this is the right time for it though.
i kinda lost myself somewhere. in your life, i think. we had an impromptu ending. we never could’ve made it any better, had we been given enough time.
i hate how i get all this queasy feeling every time i hear that song from/watch/see/read anything from that movie ONE MORE CHANCE.
boo me. poor me. blah me.
i guess i just miss us still. and i think that’s an improvement from me missing you. now i just miss us. hopefully, it’ll turn to me just missing me.
this is the latin phrase i plan to have inked on my side. i just wish letting someone stay in your life is as easy as having them tattooed on your body - they would look good and they won’t ever be erased. ever.
plus, i am starting to get addicted to the pain.
“All things change and we change we them”
i have decided to go offline last holy week. not that it was hard to do, we didn’t have net connection in bataan anyway. though i still updated twitter on my phone. wasn’t able to resist.