We don't say "dating," we say "talking." Instead of saying "we're in a relationship," we say "we're a thing." We forgot "making love" and learned to say "fucking." It's no wonder our generation doesn't know the meaning of commitment.
“Believe me when I say forever isn’t just a word. It’s a place that we’ll go to, a place where we are headed. Forever and ever and ever, that’s us. Trust me, you just have to believe in us. Whatever it takes, you have my heart.”—stargirl (day 182)
“Closeness - an intense closeness, really sharing things with each other, silly things, difficult things. That’s all I’ve wanted for us. If we could have that, nothing could hurt us.”— Samantha Andrews (If Only, 2004)
“I don’t need to be away from you for me to realize how important you are in my life. You are the best most wonderful thing that’s ever happened to me, and I’m not about to let that slip away. I’m holding on to you forever.”—stargirl, day 182
for girlfriend’s text for almost a couple of hours now. I hope she’s not as toxic at work tonight. Or maybe she’s thinks I’m already asleep?
Whatever. I just feel bad about making her feel bad. We’re not the type of couple who sleeps on things that make us uncomfortable. At the very least we try to patch things up before moving on to dreamland.
But it’s not always been easy. A lot of things can sometimes get in the way, like, work, or fatigue, or stress. But we always try.
And it’s what I’ve always loved about us two. Even before we’ve become lovers, we are best friends. And that’s what will always come first.
“Let me just say, there’s no one and nothing else I want more than you. We are forever and ever and ever…the real kind. And let’s have all of them see us and watch us in awe as we grow old together, closer, forever, together.”—stargirl
barkada (2/8 of it anyway), Samantha and Hazell are here at Sam’s place tonight, and they are just dozing off to dreamland while I while the time away waiting for girlfriend to pick me up. Yay!
Anyway, we just watched SATC 2 and we were laughing out loud at pointing out who in the kada is a Carrie, a Samantha, a Miranda and a Charlotte. They said I was Carrie, the writer, of course. Although I do have to have a change of wardrobe, to be honest. (And a change in the topics I write about.)
And there really isn’t any point in this entry except that I wanted to write something.
And I am conditioning myself to write religiously, as much as I can, on paper or on the web.